listening to the music,I'm caying for no reason,then headache,just thinking that sleep forever,never be awake,if I can?what am I on earth?I want to cry like the dog and cat ,but just the silance ,look up the sky,thought nothing ,just staring around the sides. while my heart has gone away to somewhere I never know, who can give me answer ? I am thirsty for freedom and simply.also I'm lack of the caring and the security from your heart ,the deepest .